Love is a peculiar thing, as said by many.

Whats the worst about being an emotionally charged human is the period between loves. The time frame between one relationship that had ended, to the next that had yet to come. It is a void. Its like that emptiness and uncertainty that spacemen experience when they are travelling from one world to another.

Between the bountiful and eventfulness of a planet/world; lies a vast void of emptiness and darkness. And that the only thing that can keep us sane is to keep faith in the possibility of what is to come.

But just as we are travelling from one habitable to another, the length of the distance will tempt us to take any shortcuts to just get to any nearby system just so that there is something they can cling on and feel whole again.

And that is true in love among humans as well. Showered myself in the love and grace of god in a church services near you and I. While we know what we really want as our partners in the future, we can’t help but tempted by those that are within reach and could provide you that instant relief from the fatigue of that seemingly in-vain search.

I am in the middle of this space voyage to Alpha Centuri where the promise of a new habitable new world lies ahead; and its damn lonely and depressing….

I want to go into cryo-sleep… instead of cry-to-sleep…