The serious problem that had been plaguing me continues to plague me presently – my inability to just focus on a limited number of things – wanting to do too much, touch too much, plan too much – as a result, accomplishing little.

This have to end.

I have too many plans, too many ideas but I have no resources or means to complete them all in the current juncture. Then where there are stuff there I need to do promptly – usually chores, I tend to put them aside for tomorrow. But when tomorrow turns today, its not tomorrow anymore, so tomorrow never comes… and thus my stuff never done.

Bad.

Another big stumbling stone had been my bad habit of deliberately undermining my own authorities. What I consciously know that I should do – perhaps eat a more healthy meal, go pay the bills, etc… – my impulses deliberately choose a decision that defers or avoid myself doing the right thing. Absolute lack of discipline and assertiveness.

This have to change.

I have serious problems. =\